I feel like falling for you
I feel like giving up these wings
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I feel like falling for you
I feel like giving up these wings
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can you see the end?

A pretty pair

cooling down yet?
I’ve lost my sanity, again. The feelings I express aren’t the ones I feel anymore. My mind is unorganized, my hollow heart feels heavy. I tried to grab on to those bits in my head, but couldn’t hold on to it. I want to cry, but I can’t. I want to smile, but it hurts if I do. Who I’m I fooling, what I’m I feeling, what should I be thinking? I might have lost myself..
it will take some time, to find and gather the pieces of me.
Just time. Like always. Time.
It began with you apologizing, it ended with me saying sorry.
These tears flowing, I’ve tried to be all I could be.
I don’t know it anymore, but I’ve never been sure.
It wasn’t my intention, to hurt you like this, to make you feel so troubled. Continue reading ‘Sorry’
With this sadness, I hate those with happiness.
Jealousy that says: That could’ve been me.
The little devil that says: He can still be yours.
Hormones that say: You can do many hot one timers, instead of one annoying all timer.
It makes me too tired to listen, so I ignore and the feeling…
..fades away.
Make one’s life wonderful.
Make one other’s life miserable.
There is this guilt that I feel, when both makes me feel content.
As a decent person, I should feel sorry when I hurt others, when I make them unhappy.
As a decent person, I should be humble, with the praises I get.
But I don’t.
He’s fighting his battle, wildly throwing his fists, but the punches are weak. His spirit is already strong and when his pride gets involved, he seems unstoppable. Because he’s so confident of winning the battle, his tactic doesn’t change, his way of attacking stays the same, there’s no big impact. His reason Continue reading ‘A safe feeling’